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Is 136630 my lucky number?
Or it's just a plain number which allow me get out of the my-stupid-action.

I was laughing myself in the mirror these days. I laugh and laugh until i feel tired and went to sleep. Although this sounds like a bit crazy but i was just trying to release my stress. Or maybe i'll try it against the wall next time?

But, but, i think i'll never need to do that again. Probably not. I'm getting these numbers into real. I'm making everything back to 0.

I'm restarting my own system on 26th Jan 09. I might not be functioning properly in this day. Please note.
The same day, i'll end my friendship between business. I was too dumb to be good, to be treaten good and to be good with. I'll note this in mind and I'll make sure this would not happen to me again as it really hurt me deeply.

I'm saying "Goodbye, we'll never meet again."
Although you make me look stupid, look dumb, look dissapointed, look i'm-not-talent, look unvalueable, look unprofessional. I'll still thanks you for it so i would knw i need to improve on my stupidness, dumbness, own-controlled feeling, talent, own judgement of 'value', and also my profession.

And i'm sure i would not involve in this similiar matter again. i promise myself not to involve.


THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND. YOU *WAS* MY BEST FRIEND EVER.

I've done my part in your life.





Best Rgds,
MiantaB